Thank-you so much my dear friends for your care and support. I so appreciate everyone of you. I take all of your concerns and advice to heart. In fact, when I was reading the comments, Elaine suggested sewing. So I made a purse.
I purchased the pattern sometime ago from Julia's Place, and had some special fabrics I bought from Hobby Lobby, and decided it was time to make one.
Then this evening, I'm attending a meeting of T.O.P.S., which I find meets in a church basement 3 miles from my home. I'll join there, until I can find a meeting place to open my own chapter, unless I really like the way this one is run. The area coordinator will be there tonight coincidentally, so I can get more info from her. Airing my feelings, reading it back, and "listening" to you, I decided if it's going to be done, I have to do it by my own will. With this group, and your compassion, I will have the back up I need. Thank-you again to all of you. I love you dearly! See you lighter!
14 hours ago